Sunday, July 30, 2006
i had a great day and i love ras.
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Saturday, July 29, 2006
im in love with Ras.
i miss Ras.
i kissed Ras.
i hug Ras.
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Friday, July 28, 2006
whats wif the people now.. i hate people who follow trends and noe's practically noting.. wear wat they seen on the streets.. wear the clothes which dey tink is cool.. wear big size sunglasses and cutting deir fringes and cutting concave and dying hair.. and go to the art skool..which dey tink oni cool people go to that skool.. and start to chill at esplanade.. siak uh.. tis people is like totally have not personality on their own.. being somebody that they are not.. aka trendy wanker.. urgh! now werever u go its like everyone is wearing bascially the same clothing same style and walk of life.. aniwaz.. i jus wanted to say all this cos i hate people like tis.. haha.. my bf owaz feel that im the most selege bacin gf in the whole world.. haha.. cos wenever he say somtin im like lost and lookin like sotong.. haha.. but he still love me even thou im not the perfectionist that he wanted.. haha.. i love you too dear.. now i m bored and later i gotta clean my room which actually have no difference if u wana compare to jungle.. haha..
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Monday, July 24, 2006
tis the look at work
tis morning goin to work~ trying to be fresh konon la
my life is ok.. i guess.. ive not being myself lately.. im like a zombie walking ard wif curly hair this few days.. bile ni sales nk abis.. im fucking tired! okay, i don say vulgarities unless needed.. haha.. and i need it now.. should i ask 4 a transfer or not? im dead tired and yet nobody understand me.. am i too stuck up..? i think i shud jus relax and not be soo kancong and sensitive and uptite... btw i hate my job.. i hate G2000.. and i need a transfer!!! werking under Wingtai is sucha dog! omg~ i need plenty rest before i go bonkers.. im bz.. he's busy.. both of us busy.. i owaz kol wrong time n call being diverted! urgh! y so many things have to happen in a go.. i hate tis.. today lotsa customer pour me wit lotsa compliments.. haha.. im so flyin in the air.. 1 of the compliments was.. i was 1 of the best trainee and beautiful eyes.. hahaha.. omg! cant dey see my panda eyes that are beginning to spread.. aniwaz thank u ma'am.. im touched! Â -capture those
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
i hate werking sales line.. i wanna werk office line.. anione wif lobang!!! call me...urgent!
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Friday, July 21, 2006
i don't care if it hurts
i want to have control
i want a perfect body
i want a perfect soul
i want you to notice
you're so fucking special..
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Thursday, July 20, 2006
love him much~
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Monday, July 17, 2006
time flies so fast and people changed.. i cant believe wat ive seen, is it true? have i made that person totally changed so bad? its 2am now and im not asleep yet..im feeling tired but my mind is running alots of things.. though im trying to keep myself cool and calm however im still tinkin bout wat had happen last night.. and the scene keep rolling in my mind like a film.. y? am i too difficult to handle wif care? am i asking a little too much? maybe wat u say are true we need a time off.. though wen i ask u again are u sure.. u said no and was sorry about it.. and wen i think about it..it might help too but it sounded kinda stupid too.. im heartbroken.. totally in pieces and yet im still in love..im not regretting anything.. im sorry wif how ive reacted..
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Sunday, July 09, 2006
is this how my life gona be? i have lots of anger within myself.. i cant find a place to vent it.. i thank god for givin me a chance to prove myself that i can be a patient and understanding person.. which i have never did, feel or being in that positions before.. is this a retribution for my sins or wrong done that ive did in my previous life.. if that is.. i have no reasons that i should be angry with god.. i belive that everyone believes in what goes around comes around.. im bersyukor that im a much patient and not the person i use to be.. changin of attitudes and behaviour is rather hard for me but i owaz pray that i'll be a better person in future.. i might not be good in studies.. but at least i need to be good in my ways and showing gratitutes to people who tried changing me.. am i too sensitive? am i gettin more and more emotional till people are getting sick of me and losing hope on me which they expected me to be or rather want me to be.. im trying my very best to cheer, being there for them every single day of life.. almost everything.. sacrificing.. and are they apperciating me..? i dono.. people tell me.. i need response.. i think im owaz at fault and i need to boost up my ways.. i need to fit in their shoes.. and me? how about me? isnt there anyone wana fit in my shoes.. y am i feeling this way.. my guts are telling me its true.. am i the one? am i too ugly and fat now that people jus hate me now and love before.. maybe im jus bein sensitive again or might getting nonsense since its late at night..i hope the guts that im feeling its not true~ if its true.. i wont blame anyone.. maybe im jus not that good no more..
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Friday, July 07, 2006
this is the food that i ate.. it rawks man.. try it!
life wouldnt be much better if dear.. have not been trying to cheer me up lately.. today i had so much fun~ at work as well as going out with dear.. we met up after i finish work which is about 6pm.. we met up at Orchard, its like finally after 3 weeks of not meeting him.. before meeting him i have like lotsa butterflies in my tummy.. haha, might even breed in it.. aniwaz.. met up with him and gave him a lumpy kiss.. haha.. while walking towards the escalator that leads to Tang.. he gave me a bear.. so sweet! haha.. a second huge lumpy kiss and hug was given.. went to eat at Ayam Penyek Ria.. at Lucky Plaza.. yum2..*rub tummy* and watch movie.. Superman Return.. cool-ness.. how i wish i cud fly.. and i wud fly to my dear office every single day at his window.. haha..we did alot of things today which i really enjoy myself.. and today we travel everywhere with a cab.. like rich fellows.. haha.. nolah.. actually to save time and convinient.. since dear motor is still at the workshop.. haiya... but overall today i had lotsa fun.. i love u dear.. and thanks for the bear.. i love it alots.. i can look at it and reminds me of u.. haha.. mwaah~ am one happy gurl today...
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tis the look at work
tis morning goin to work~ trying to be fresh konon la
