Black&White

2007-01-16T22:45:00.000-08:00

im slacking now at work. i dono why. maybe cos im tired.

i want to lie on my bf comfy arms.

i will be on mornin shift tomoro. and i miss today MUSE concert.

cheers people.

2007-01-15T01:33:00.000-08:00

i love tis man!

lets start with "could u just stay away from me".. haha..

i love my baby.

its almost 2 years and we still goin on strong. the feelings for u have never fade.

went to MOS the other day and suprisingly it wasnt that pack both the main arena and smoove.
we have lotsa fcking space to dance. here some pictures.

2007-01-02T01:05:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year people! Though i know it was a bit too late to wish. hehe. okay life is back to normal accept that my granny have oredi shifted out of my house and i took her room. and so from tis month onwards i got my own room. and yea i did went out for the countdown. i went countdown with sara though both of us is kinda BROKE but we did manage to spent whole night eating and do all the stuff that we wana do. i went home at 3am.. but but we ride the bus at bout 1am.. there was a heavy traffic jam.. here the pic..

2006-12-15T00:12:00.000-08:00

i cant sleep. i miss him. he is jus too busy with work. he need to take fcuking break or else people will jus give up. of cos i wont. cos i want him and i need him to work with me. i cant go on in a relationship alone. im still his gf. money will give u happiness but untill wen will that money put a smile across ur face. u tell me? its not that i cannot be patient. we always share things together and suddenly u jus left me there and den u tell me u not urself and needed ur own time. i tink ive given u enough space and time. and its time up. u need me and i need u too. neither of us can go on in a relationship alone. i love u so much till im so scared of losing u. im not conttrolling u. and never have i did in my entire life. i want us. please. u have to stop tis. get on the brighter side of life. cheer up. i here to give u everything. everyone care for you. and so do i. u gotta stop them from worrying. b. move on with life. quit ur job if u think its too tough for u. get somtin else. day by day we gettin we are drifting apart. we don talk. we don mit. and neither do us joke with each other. i noe u are stress. ive tried my best b to help u out. but it seems u don need me in tis situation. and i feel leftout. im disappointed and ashame of myself for being ur gf if i cant handle u. im sorry. i tink im the one now who need a time break.

2006-12-13T21:30:00.000-08:00

ive a changed in my blog skin. Since the skin have been there for ages. Anyways my life is back to normal and im trying my best to be the best for everything. Met my Ras up and im so happy. Couldnt get rid this smile off my face.

I went to swimming today wif nadia to sun tan. And at last ive got myself tan, im dark now.

Im full now.

I hate liars, a liar who lie to me bout every single thing in their life and i got to find out its not true. Not a single thing is true. Its best for u to fcuk off.

2006-12-03T11:30:00.000-08:00

im good. but im still feeling lerthagic. due to MOS and watching midnite. haha. but its was great. went MOS with my sister and frens. watched midnite with sara. life have been great and its improving. ive been having bad bad headaches which actually will affect my stomach. im scared.

2006-11-28T15:57:00.000-08:00

For me now my frens and family is the most important things in my life, without them i think i wouldn't be here.. so live your life to the fullest.

2006-11-26T23:25:00.000-08:00

i miss us.

i wana gaze stars wif u like we use too.

i miss our laughter.

i miss our stupid arguement.

i miss those time we kissed.

i miss those time u held my hand.

i miss those time u asked permission from my parents.

i miss the excitement we always share.

i miss every part of you.

i love u still and forever that is. i will never forget those time we spent and i will try my best to cheer myself up, while u are busy wif live.

i love Rasyidin

2006-11-17T21:17:00.000-08:00

some things are jus meant not to be yours. and wat are yours are somtime not fated.

frens can also be shit, when u need them they are not there, they are call bullshit fren. a fren that only wana be with you when u have the things right. fuck all this frens.

im having so much things in mind. i feel like givin up. a smile on my face is all fake. ive not been true to myself. ive so much anger in myself. the only person who noes is the person who is currently close to me. maybe cos the person the person is not working and therefore i receive so much attention but when that person begin career again. i will be alone again.

i tried people! to put a smile across every human i noe on their faces. and i don gif a fuck if i don get anything in return cos its a sincere thing that i wana put a smile across their faces cos i hate humans with no expressions. and u fucking people jus taking advantage of my kindness. thanks!

to people who done tis to me. ive decided to put a stop to whatever things that i think is not that fuckin important. and go on with my life. and apperciate every single thing that i did for myself and be thankful for everything and anything that i own.

2006-11-07T08:45:00.000-08:00

ive been juggling with my life pretty okay... i dont know i should stay or jus go off.. sometimes the things that u hold on too long jus don't belong to you.. meanin its not fated at all.. my work place has jus ended sales and now my store is quiet.. its been almost a week that i meet up with my boyfren.. im jus too sad to even talk about it.. i don wana brag bout all this on my blog.. God is jus giving me choice and challenge in my ordinary life..

2006-10-14T23:07:00.000-07:00

birthday was good. celebrated it yesterday with my bf. and went home about 3am.

watched movie. it was funny. laugh the whole entire night. we intended to sahor together but i am on mornin shift the next day. so we went home.

was fcukin sleepy at werk. but i was given suprises. haha.. thanks people for the presents. love it.

now im 18 years old. i can take car license and lots more.

she feel so lerthagic and burning sensation on her face. nite.

2006-09-26T13:22:00.000-07:00

i called honey since i ended work early. it was about 5pm. he said drop by his mom stall awhile la. so i was like okay la. so i drop by. i was lost for the first time in the whole wide world. i dont know where is the place. den i reached his mom stall and smile throughout the time. was so nervous like onli god noes. haha. so his mom gave me food to bring home to buke.

otw home i bumped into manju den catch up for awhile. and today we are goin out with to town.

i love u Ras.

2006-09-23T00:31:00.000-07:00

fashion show today was superly hot. it was only held in Raffles City and it only in my shop. its was a very busy day for me but i still have alot of fun. and things gonna be much more fun cos ida is staying with us. yea!!

i only have 45 minutes for break. and i only eat fries and hersleys pie. its nice with all the junk food which actually brings u to empty stomach at the end of the day. aniwaz thanks wahida for treating me.

tomoro will be another day of horror. just wish me luck. and to all the muslim people. Selamat menyambot bulan ramadhan.

i love you, ras. missing you badly too though our working place are 1 station away from each other but the feeling is like as if u are far away from me. mwaah!

2006-09-22T00:00:00.000-07:00

out to buy ipod nano and digi camera today.. and guess what..? Courts closed for their DND.. thanks!

all the effort and excited-ness just went down to drain. haha..BITCH! if not i'll be bringin my ipod tomoro to work and digi camera to cam whore with my girls at work.

by the way everybody at home is loving my boyfriend la. and everyone envy my relationship with me and my boyfriend. and im proud of that. they said my patients pays is all.

thank friends u have been my guidance and buddies to guide me through all this. but darling u still teaches me to be patient and shine the light on me thru the darkness. mwaah!

i had a fun day. tomoro ders fashion show.

2006-09-20T00:49:00.001-07:00

2 days ago was my 1yr and half months wif my bf, Ras. Time flies so fast. Its almost 2yrs together. i still love him like forever.

The other day we went out to watch movie, Little Man. Its was so hilarious and we did sempat to catch up with each other. After watching movie we went home and we went to 7-11 to get some drinks as i ask him to buy me a HL milk. As we are walking there, out of sudden he let go my hand so hard and shouted. SHIT! u noe y people?? cos have SOCCER...hmm.. i thought i did somtin wrong siak, and i didn want take up lotsa of time i jus opened up my milk and drink it on the spot.

He gave me a kiss on my forehead and look into my eyes and say he love me very much and for the first entire life that ive live i made an effort to say back. I love you too.. hehe.. and he laugh at me and kiss me and say... "B, i apperciate it.." aww.. so sweet..

-ILOVEU-

2006-09-15T03:07:00.000-07:00

alone.

tears have been like a pool lately.

im missing.

i need us.

im trying the hardest.

im overreating.

i dono.

its like der but its not.

p/s :- not all ur wishes for will come true.

mood for today = lost and lotsa daydreaming

thanks!

2006-08-28T00:01:00.000-07:00

work today is fine..too tired to type.. but here are some of pictures wer i go wif my bestfren after werk..

2006-08-25T20:36:00.000-07:00

honey went home early yst frm work jus to go out wif his little girl.. hehe.. mwaah! we went to watch movie.. we watched the break up.. it was a nice movie..but not all movie have happy endings..

we went to eat ayam penyek.. as usual i will have my mee bakso and honey will have his ayam penyek.. accept that whatever i eat i cnt taste it as i was down with flu and a bad cough..

honey have problems wif his client which actually make him so pissed.. if i know i took a picture of him while he was talking to his client wit his pissed face.. haha.. its the same face when he is angry wit me.. but watever it is.. honey i love u okay!

he gave me a polo tee that he bought for me in KL during his business trip.. so sweet.. hehe.. its from Lacoste.. and its pink.. soo cute..thank u sweetie..

now im down wit fever..damm! wish u were here now.. i wan to hug and lie in ur warm arms..

i love u dear~

2006-08-16T01:24:00.000-07:00

its 1am in the mornin.. im not sleeping yet.. btw life at work totally suck.. like sape siak suke keje kan.. haha.. but im lovin it.. facing some problem at work but ive overcalmed it.. i hope tomoro will be better.. and the next few months.. i hope.. things is isnt goin the way i dreamt of.. instead its like a nightmare.. y do human being have to be or feel..? i hate being sumone im not.. y must i be pretendious..? jus do ur very best and thats about it.. y must i think too much.. and make my own life sucks and cause so much confusions.. and making my own life or situation more complicated yet the things is simple and nothing.. am i being fair..? mungkin by reading Yassin had helped me be more patient than before.. and i thank Allah for giving me chance to change my life.. im saying all this is not because im sad or anything its jus that this things jus happen to be in my mind.. so i type it down.. if its not for Ras, i wudnt be this.. a patient person.. i wudnt have opened my narrow mind towards problem i have.. he owaz say that im selenger.. and owaz think too much thats y probably im stressed.. when actually that problem is nothing.. haha..

Honey, i love u.. im missing u now...

2006-08-12T15:14:00.001-07:00

Dear, I fear we're facing a problem you love me no longer,
I know and maybe there is nothing that
I can do to make you do
Mama tells me I shouldn't bother that I ought to stick to another man
a man that surely deserves me
but I think you do!
So I cry, I pray and I beg
Love me love me say that you love me
fool me fool me go on and fool me
love me love me pretend that you love me
leave me leave mejust say that you need me

So I cry, and I beg for you to ...
Love me love me say that you love me
leave me leave me just say that you need me
I can't care 'bout anything but you...
Lately I have desperately pondered,
spent my nights awake and
I wonder what I could have done in another way to make you stay
Reason will not lead to solution
I will end up lost in confusion
I don't care if you really care as long as you don't go

im loving the song; i love U

2006-08-11T01:18:00.000-07:00

went out wif my gf's today.. im lazy to type.. pic tell u how much fun we had..

i love u Rasyidin

me... ana...

2006-08-07T02:00:00.001-07:00

people im in love wif my bf, Rasyidin.. and he loves me back as much as i do.. and we try to keep ourselves involve and try not miss anything out.. he is the most sweetest person ever involve in my life.. my world revolves around him and no one else.. as u noe a libra girl/boy life is owaz not balance.. and he/she needs someone else to guide and see her thru the darkness.. to make her life even brighter as the sun.. thou i might sound pathetic or sad in some of the entries.. in actual life.. im happy.. happy and grateful wif wat i have now.. both in relationship as well as family.. i only sound sad.. when either im in a bad mood or having a bad day at work.. which i usually have.. hahahaha... WORK suck tits okayy!! haha.. and btw im transfering to WAREHOUSE this sunday... haha.. \m/ and btw its late and im like suppose to meet Sha later ni... for Sentosa trip... haha... to sun tann.. badan aku da puteh melepak ni.. haha.. mcm ayam togel.. aft dat SHOOPPINGG~~ haha.. i guess..nites!

i love u sweetheart

u totally d hawt-ess boyfriend

im so lucky

im in love

2006-08-05T17:00:00.001-07:00

sweetheart gave me a suprise by waiting outside my shop.. haha.. im so shock.. and happy too.. i miss him.. feel like jumping on him and givin him a huge lumpy kiss.. haha.. btw im still in love with him ok.. haha.. my parents is out of town.. my grandparents are over at my uncle to sleepover.. im all alone wif my sister.. im freaking hungry ni now.. so so hungry.. haha.. anione wana drop by and buy me food.. hahaha.. tinkle me..

2006-08-05T17:00:00.000-07:00

2006-08-04T16:47:00.000-07:00

am i being too sensitive? im too tired to play with them in this game..

2006-08-01T15:25:00.000-07:00

is it hard being and adults? im scared of growing up and mixing wif the wrong people and i might get influence.. haha.. but oh well... im a grown up and i need to start thinkin bout consequences.. ive to stop being a wild child and start to react to things adult way.. anyways, its a new month oredi.. and in a few months times.. i'll be a total adult.. omg! thats like so fast.. i need luck in life..

2006-07-30T11:20:00.000-07:00

i had a great day and i love ras.

2006-07-29T03:19:00.000-07:00

im in love with Ras.

i miss Ras.

i kissed Ras.

i hug Ras.

2006-07-28T21:43:00.000-07:00

whats wif the people now.. i hate people who follow trends and noe's practically noting.. wear wat they seen on the streets.. wear the clothes which dey tink is cool.. wear big size sunglasses and cutting deir fringes and cutting concave and dying hair.. and go to the art skool..which dey tink oni cool people go to that skool.. and start to chill at esplanade.. siak uh.. tis people is like totally have not personality on their own.. being somebody that they are not.. aka trendy wanker.. urgh! now werever u go its like everyone is wearing bascially the same clothing same style and walk of life.. aniwaz.. i jus wanted to say all this cos i hate people like tis.. haha.. my bf owaz feel that im the most selege bacin gf in the whole world.. haha.. cos wenever he say somtin im like lost and lookin like sotong.. haha.. but he still love me even thou im not the perfectionist that he wanted.. haha.. i love you too dear.. now i m bored and later i gotta clean my room which actually have no difference if u wana compare to jungle.. haha..

2006-07-24T02:10:00.000-07:00

tis the look at work

tis morning goin to work~ trying to be fresh konon la

my life is ok.. i guess.. ive not being myself lately.. im like a zombie walking ard wif curly hair this few days.. bile ni sales nk abis.. im fucking tired! okay, i don say vulgarities unless needed.. haha.. and i need it now.. should i ask 4 a transfer or not? im dead tired and yet nobody understand me.. am i too stuck up..? i think i shud jus relax and not be soo kancong and sensitive and uptite... btw i hate my job.. i hate G2000.. and i need a transfer!!! werking under Wingtai is sucha dog! omg~ i need plenty rest before i go bonkers.. im bz.. he's busy.. both of us busy.. i owaz kol wrong time n call being diverted! urgh! y so many things have to happen in a go.. i hate tis.. today lotsa customer pour me wit lotsa compliments.. haha.. im so flyin in the air.. 1 of the compliments was.. i was 1 of the best trainee and beautiful eyes.. hahaha.. omg! cant dey see my panda eyes that are beginning to spread.. aniwaz thank u ma'am.. im touched!

2006-07-22T02:28:00.000-07:00

i hate werking sales line.. i wanna werk office line.. anione wif lobang!!! call me...urgent!

2006-07-21T01:20:00.000-07:00

i don't care if it hurts
i want to have control
i want a perfect body
i want a perfect soul
i want you to notice
you're so fucking special..

2006-07-20T01:00:00.000-07:00

love him much~

2006-07-17T02:30:00.000-07:00

time flies so fast and people changed.. i cant believe wat ive seen, is it true? have i made that person totally changed so bad? its 2am now and im not asleep yet..im feeling tired but my mind is running alots of things.. though im trying to keep myself cool and calm however im still tinkin bout wat had happen last night.. and the scene keep rolling in my mind like a film.. y? am i too difficult to handle wif care? am i asking a little too much? maybe wat u say are true we need a time off.. though wen i ask u again are u sure.. u said no and was sorry about it.. and wen i think about it..it might help too but it sounded kinda stupid too.. im heartbroken.. totally in pieces and yet im still in love..im not regretting anything.. im sorry wif how ive reacted..

2006-07-09T02:00:00.000-07:00

is this how my life gona be? i have lots of anger within myself.. i cant find a place to vent it.. i thank god for givin me a chance to prove myself that i can be a patient and understanding person.. which i have never did, feel or being in that positions before.. is this a retribution for my sins or wrong done that ive did in my previous life.. if that is.. i have no reasons that i should be angry with god.. i belive that everyone believes in what goes around comes around.. im bersyukor that im a much patient and not the person i use to be.. changin of attitudes and behaviour is rather hard for me but i owaz pray that i'll be a better person in future.. i might not be good in studies.. but at least i need to be good in my ways and showing gratitutes to people who tried changing me.. am i too sensitive? am i gettin more and more emotional till people are getting sick of me and losing hope on me which they expected me to be or rather want me to be.. im trying my very best to cheer, being there for them every single day of life.. almost everything.. sacrificing.. and are they apperciating me..? i dono.. people tell me.. i need response.. i think im owaz at fault and i need to boost up my ways.. i need to fit in their shoes.. and me? how about me? isnt there anyone wana fit in my shoes.. y am i feeling this way.. my guts are telling me its true.. am i the one? am i too ugly and fat now that people jus hate me now and love before.. maybe im jus bein sensitive again or might getting nonsense since its late at night..i hope the guts that im feeling its not true~ if its true.. i wont blame anyone.. maybe im jus not that good no more..

2006-07-07T02:16:00.000-07:00

this is the food that i ate.. it rawks man.. try it!

life wouldnt be much better if dear.. have not been trying to cheer me up lately.. today i had so much fun~ at work as well as going out with dear.. we met up after i finish work which is about 6pm.. we met up at Orchard, its like finally after 3 weeks of not meeting him.. before meeting him i have like lotsa butterflies in my tummy.. haha, might even breed in it.. aniwaz.. met up with him and gave him a lumpy kiss.. haha.. while walking towards the escalator that leads to Tang.. he gave me a bear.. so sweet! haha.. a second huge lumpy kiss and hug was given.. went to eat at Ayam Penyek Ria.. at Lucky Plaza.. yum2..*rub tummy* and watch movie.. Superman Return.. cool-ness.. how i wish i cud fly.. and i wud fly to my dear office every single day at his window.. haha..we did alot of things today which i really enjoy myself.. and today we travel everywhere with a cab.. like rich fellows.. haha.. nolah.. actually to save time and convinient.. since dear motor is still at the workshop.. haiya... but overall today i had lotsa fun.. i love u dear.. and thanks for the bear.. i love it alots.. i can look at it and reminds me of u.. haha.. mwaah~ am one happy gurl today...

2006-06-26T00:00:00.000-07:00

well since its we're all in the FIFA feeling i decided to put this song on my blog~haha.. well the song so can dance one lor.. check her at closing of the worldcup.. haha.. i smell hot hot.. haha.. okay.. i miss him..

2006-06-22T01:45:00.000-07:00

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2006-06-12T21:01:00.000-07:00

i haven start bloggin since i started working at G2000 cos there is no fucking time la siak. Hmm.. well workind there okay uh.. not bad.. but the people working with me is jus 50/50 neither boring nor nonsense. Aiya, i lose 2 kg.. cos working there very stress uh.Till ive no time to think about hunger.. siak uh. Den my tummy saket balek la. I still have NOT get my pay from Esprit. Its almost 2 weeks,lom masok2 nii.. Freaking broke. I think i have not met my bf for a week or so.. aiya.. btw how's my new blog skin.. got free time so decided to do it..toddle-loo..

2006-05-31T17:25:00.000-07:00

I LOVE HIM

2006-05-30T00:49:00.000-07:00

2006-05-29T20:15:00.000-07:00

went down to CWP jus now.. to fix the phone.. haha.. den aft that sit for awhile.. and went home.. i feel that im the most seleke girl jus now.. haha.. aniwaz.. Kak Sofhie said that she is left with 1 week to go.. den dats her last day.. ahaha.. well everyone from Red Earth is goin.. GOODBYE RED EARTH.. workin with the company is boring.. haha.. i noe i joined Esprit De corp.. haha.. well.. ive got a new job.. starting this 1st June.. at Raffles City.. at G2000.. haha.. hopefully the management is better.. aiya.. i miss him.. jus now he called me and checking up on me.. haha.. urghhh.. saw my guy fren jus now.. he said im getting more and more chubby.. SHYTS!!! gotta loose weight..

2 DAY MORE STAYIN HOME. LIVIN 2 THE FULLEST OF IT.CHAO.

The Scientist- lurvin this song

2006-05-28T19:35:00.001-07:00

Come up to meet you, tell you I'm sorry
You don't know how lovely you are
I had to find you, tell you
I need you
Tell you
I set you apart
Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions
Oh lets go back to the start
Running in circles, coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said that it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start

I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science, science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are

Nobody said it was easy
Oh it's such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I'm going back to the start

3 DAY MORE STAYIN HOME. LIVIN 2 THE FULLEST OF IT.CHAO.

finally

2006-05-26T21:57:00.000-07:00

finally im sitting home without needed to anything like for example to school and work.. my last day was yesterday and im like totally emo-ing.. hahaha.. but i didn cry lorr.. i can owaz mit them mah.. im goin to have dinner with them this coming 31 May.. might be goin to Newton to eat seafood or Arab street.. hahaha.. i don't know.. hmm.. im like totally tired la.. wake up at 2pm today.. honey im sorry i didn wake u up this morning i totally tk dgr my alarm.. sooo sorry.. hopefully u are not angry with me..im on a bet with Erna and my store manager if i can lose 5kg till august.. dey will buy for me Guess tshirt.. haha.. so i decided to take the challege... haha.. okay people.. im so gona need to lose weight lorr.. hahaha.. till den toodles!

daily life at Esprit

2006-05-19T18:26:00.000-07:00

im soooo gona miss this girls.. im leaving red earth this friday.. i heart you girls so much.. thank you for all the times i have with you guys.. had fun all the way.. nv am i mad towards you guys.. regardless anything.. i feel so emotional now.. Iza.. thanks for being my 1st fren in Esprit.. she is owaz so frenly.. Erna.. thanks for teaching me things that im insure like cashering and stuff.. haha.. Zilah.. thanks for all the food and drinks u treated me & giving me advises.. Nurul.. though i dono u that much.. im glad that i met another crazy girl like you.. haha.. I LOVE YOU GUYS.. may we be frens forever..

iza

nurul

zilah

Erna

smile all out

the actress of CWR

pretty rolly polly

2006-05-11T00:09:00.000-07:00

i have this bad scar on the back of my neck. i hope tht it will heal fasy ya..how i wish i can mit everyday! i am goin interview with Wingtai tomoro at 10 am lorr.. Insyallah dapat sey..kalau dapat im so gona save money.. goin to the bank with my mom tis end of the month and do fixed deposit and change to GO card and change PIN number and change the account name to my name with my own IC lorr.. then wana go Singtel to change my hp number.. well i curl up my hair.. everyone i say i look better with curly hair.. haha.. well thats the picture.. toddles.. btw wish me luck people for tomoro interview..

lotsa fun

2006-05-03T19:14:00.000-07:00

had lotsa fun last night..we went to Cineleisure to watch movie.. but in the end we decided to rent one of the rooms there.. inside the room there is 2 PC's and one flat screen teevee and Xbox.. haha.. fun giler.. we rent a dvd crite Duece Bigalow.. funny siao! i guess Ras watch oredi cos he like noe most of the parts nii.. after dat we hangout for awhile and we grab somting to eat at MacDonalds.. overall i had a lotsa fun.. reached home bout 4 plus in the morning.. haha.. used to it oredi.. but getting fat urgh.. like totally lor..this fats got to go mann...

2006-04-27T00:32:00.000-07:00

the lovebirds
(since 18 March 2005-forever)
had stock take last 2 days tiring eh..den sleepover at Erna's place.. haha.. tired gitu kan..den went home in the morin since Iza need to go work.. den aku balek skali lorr.. hmm.. den reach home.. siap2 go to Nadia place to chill for awhile.. den Ras call me and say that he picking me up at about 2pm.. after 6months of working.. finally he got an off day.. haha.. well patient pays off ya noe.. den we went jalan2 and eat and watch movie.. and thats about it.. went home.. today im freaking sleepy siao! drank 2 cups of coffee.. and still im yawning non stop hits.. haha.. i still have 4 more days to do fullshit..den Labour day aku off eh.. haha.. time to go SHOPPING! before that nk buat rambot with Sharmilah.. A.K.A sharrull... nonsense i noe.. haha..okay.. toddles!

2006-04-22T22:30:00.000-07:00

its been quite sometime i update my blog ya.. haha.. days had been fun tis few days.. tired uh most of the time.. been looking for the perfect job.. mostly admin.. so damm difficult tis few days to find job.. hmm.. tomoro will be another day of tired-ness.. gona have stock take tomoro.. till 1 am i suppose.. cos centrepoint took stock taking till 2 am.. like wtf! but luckily the next day i off lorrr...hahaha.. goin to sentosa with my girls in the morning to picnic..actually plan to rollerblade at ECP but in the end tk jadi cos no money... no money no rollerblading.. my pay next week.. haha.. hopefully it will be fun.. i mean it is gona be fun.. haha.. SENTOSA here i come.. tinkin to get the biotherm nye cream for you orange peels.. and pear perfume from DKNY or christian dior nye... it smell good okayy.. but fugging expensives eh.. and fyi im on a diet okay.. da boncet.. haha.. hopefully by july i'll get lighter or smaller.. haha.. wish me luck.. gotta run..

2006-04-07T15:03:00.000-07:00

something is not right! and you better tell me... arghhhhhhhhhhhhh.... im trying my hardest best everthing.. wats happening~~ ='( sleepless night..

2006-04-01T23:25:00.000-08:00

was serving this customer for 1 hour cos she was looking for a perfect enamel colours for her nail with her husband.. and i dont think that her husband noes wat colours suit her.. i can see from the expression of her husband face.. i think the husband is like i don noe any shyts bout this man.. hahaha..i miss my ras badly.. sooo bad eh...my parents is out of town to JB to fix the piping at house in JB.. and my sister out clubbing.. me today being good.. staying home eh.. hmm.. cos ras is like busy nii.. campak2 flyers.. haiz.. got my pay and im soo not satisfied with it eh.. after i confirm.. im so so gona find a new job that pays me better den this.. i guess im gona find another sales line job.. the hours is long, yes... but at least the pay is 4 digits ya.. hmm... i rili cannot save seh camni.. ras keep saying that i shud save.. i noe.. im tryin darling.. with my pay like this.. not enuf dear.. wait for me to find another job and i promise u that i'll save okay.. mane tau next month.. haha.. im bored now.. no ones home.. gosh~

so sweet

2006-03-27T00:16:00.000-08:00

okay this is my second post aniwaz not sleepy yet and jus now went out with my bf.. i noe this afternoon im pissed.. well after that it turns out good.. hmm.. jus got a msg from dono who and say wer am i.. and say he wana get i dono who eh.. nonsense! hmm.. well jus now we went to Suntec Fountain and it was closing.. but before that we went to eat at Cahaya.. at last b, u are satisfied eating the carrot cake.. suke eh~ and at last i get to eat the char kuey..okay its late.. and i wana ZzZzZzzzz...

i dont understand men's

2006-03-26T18:07:00.000-08:00

am i a nuisance? wat have i ever done.. i jus dont understand men's.. their ego is owaz high up in the sky.. well, i noe guys if ur reading this i noe that u say that we girls are wrong.. yaya whatever! i still feel that men's ego are high up in the sky.. people change.. i hate that phrase.. whether or not u wana change is up to you.. you don have to follow people.. and you noe wat.. "yess i noe and UNDERSTAND that u are sick".. i wana apologised to people that find me irritating, annoying and more to say.. i dono y.. u have to say all this to me..if u people think i am.. i truly sorry.. i didnt mean it.. im not tryna be emotional or sensitive or something.. urgh~ IM SO SORRY.. ='(

missing him badly

2006-03-22T16:46:00.000-08:00

i miss my boyfriend...

a day

2006-03-17T21:13:00.000-08:00

today i chill at nadia place since i am having my off day today.. hmm, while chilling we ask zakiah to come along to chill with us.. den after that nadia mom reached home from work and she cook us a meal.. mee puteh! yum2.. after sucha long time.. and it have been sucha long time since i laughed so hard and terbatok2 haha.. guess should have been missing my frens for sometimes.. hehe.. hmm.. kinda miss my boyfriend now.. cos he is in JB.. he will be back in 2 days time..yahoo!! haha.. den can meet him.. haha.. aniwaz tis new song at the blog is my favourite song at the moment.. scroll down to check the lyrics.. but the song is not for u B!! hahaha.. cos im still in love with you.. haha..

2006-03-16T21:09:00.000-08:00

my anniversary is coming up in 3 days time.. yahoo! and it will be officially 1 year together with Ras.. i love him till bits till now.. in my previous post i said that i bought him a perfume kan.. he bought me a Levis watch.. the black colour.. the new one with the red screen.. aiya! thought wana get it on my own.. paiseh beb.. haha.. but i still love it darls.. thank you.. i apperciate it and i love it so much.. owe u one big meal for you.. he went to JB.. for some business trip.. hmm.. i miss him.. im sooo broke now.. got no pay no money.. urghhh... no money like cannot live like that.. hmm.. thinking whether i should get PSP or PS2.. i dono leh.. hmm.. still considering.. jus bought myself a Samsung flip fone.. EZ720C.. hmm... quite latest urghh.. im goin on a serious diet.. im getting fat people.. i am in need of a run and push ups and crunches.. damm.. i missed secondary school cos im smaller and much more active in running and dance.. and that helps me to slim down.. dammm.. i wana start dancing again urghh.. anione wana?? i got no kaki's.. haha.. hmm.. im waiting till im 18 and go clubbing.. wahhahaha.. but gotta ask my hubby ferst! u must be wondering y never tell parents cos my parents is cool wit it.. but not everyday.. once in awhile okay.. my bf different cos he is the one who is always been taking care of my nonsense.. hehe.. okay.. i m tired been working for the last 1 week.. goddamm im fugging tired k...

Pudar -Rossa

2006-03-16T09:10:00.000-08:00

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round tummy

2006-03-05T13:10:00.000-08:00

had lotsa food yesterday.. im still feeling bloated due to all the crabs, tomyam, fried prawns, nasi goreng and lots moreee... aiyo.. can u imagine all the good food on the table.. hahaha.. 3 tables are fully booked by my family.. with the kecoh surroundings it sounded as if it is our own place... haha.. we took 2 hours to eat.. gosh! thats so fugging long.. but all of it ended good!! yumyum... after dinner everyone wen seperate ways as my aunties ade tgl at the end.. like pasir ris and tampines.. haha.. for the rest would be at woodlands and the rest would be at yishun.. quite near.. to each other.. my nenek ask me asal my bf didn come for the dinner.. i said he is in JB having stuff to do.. i tink my nenek miss him uh.. hahaha... im goin to work later at about 2pm.. siak uh afternoon shift makes u malas to go to work eh! haiya.. feeling troubled tis week.. okayy.. i gtg and iron my shirt and stuff.. wanna get ready to go work eh.. mcam malas eh.. toodles!smuacks~

now till forever

2006-02-28T00:44:00.000-08:00

Honey dear, no matter how you look like now or before. I still love and have always loved you very dearly right from the start. Never regretted a moment spent with you. I, Rosziana promised to love and cherish you, Rasyidin, forever till my last breathe. Muacks!

hope you love

2006-02-27T01:30:00.000-08:00

(thats the perfume that i bought for my bf)

got my pay today.. not really satisfied wit it.. but watever at least ade money uh.. tis month im not getting alot of things.. most of it i bought oredi.. jus now after i went toilet near the Metro, i decided to go in for awhile to check out things at Metro.. den tkde the perfume that i wana buy for my bf.. the perfume i wana buy for him was actually Bvlgari.. alamak that smell uh i tell you.. haiyo can make me melt.. abeh i walk round the Metro.. abeh tkde sak! fedup.. so i go and survey for him other perfumes.. i bought Lacoste perfume for him.. the price uh.. i tell you very the cheap.. its affordabble.. so i bought it.. thinking that my bf wont be fetching me today from work.. abeh aft work he called and say he is fetching me.. i was like oh shit! mane siak nk letak ni present.. so i jus acted normally.. went to have supper and he ask me wats dat i jus said tkde papela... haha.. den we sat under the void deck.. we chatted for awhile.. den aft that he sent me up.. i gave him.. he was like ape ni?? hahaha.. ur impression was soo cute.. haha.. actually that present was for our 1 year anniversary together.. afterall.. have not been getting him things for quite somtimes.. so jus get this for him la.. and have been with for almost a year seh.. not a month tau.. ala b tis is small matter.. i love giving things to my you.. cos u owaz apperciated it.. but of course i have enough for my own.. seperated oredi my own savings.. okayy i hope u love it.. I LOVE
YOU,RASYIDIN!

i love him dearly

2006-02-22T01:07:00.000-08:00

those pictures below is all the picture ive tried to edit.. i hope it look beautifuuuul.. i met my bf jus now.. i miss him.. haha.. padahal jus met him last saturday..and time was well spent.. muahaha.. he fetched me jus now after work.. cos he is going KL tomoro morning.. haiya.. den we went to eat at A&Z.. after we makan.. we chill under my void deck and as usual.... he always disturb me due to my most crap, selenge, merepek and not understandable conversation that i speak with him.. especially the ''CLASSIC JOKE '' that we had at Cahaya.. SHHHH!!! bout the spoon and forks!! arghhhh... heheehe... den he will make funn of me.. hmm.. tkpe2.. im immune to it oredi.. but whatever it is.. i still and have always love him and never regretted noeing and being with him.. bout the brownies.. don worry i'll bake for you again okayy.. im not angry bout your collegues eat my brownies that i made for you.. at least abes dari buang.. and we talk about things that happened 1 year ago.. *sigh* time flies really fast.. next month is my 1 year anniversary with him.. i hope it will continue till forever.. he is mine.. okay la.. today sales totally sucks.. i hate my work today! hope it will be brand new.. HOPEFULLY!! cos tomoro Joanne will be around.. god damm it.. pray had that everything will be fine.. muacks!

the dawn is breaking

sorry doesnt gonna make things change

we love each other very much

Courses

2006-02-18T00:00:00.000-08:00

my company is telling us about some courses that is available.. cosmoprof and maicure.. but both of it has bond.. 2 yrs for cosmoprof and 6 months for manicure.. i was tinking to take it after my 3 months probation.. that should be next month.. cant wait.. aniwaz dear told me to start saving up for my own uses in the future.. aniwaz i was tinki bout it too.. but it seems that i dont have the time to drop by the bank.. hmm.. maybe when im off.. haha.. aniwaz miss my dear soo much.. im listening to this song now by Shakira.. La Totura.. siak uhh... im addicted to the song siak now.. u people should listen.. and the video clip is sooooo SEXY!! i cant wait for this weekend.. my weekend is pack man.. so booked.. its oredi 12 am.. its the 18 February right! its my anniversary.. yeayea.. Happy 11mth anniversary darling.. i love and i will owaz do.. ive never regret anything since the day that i met you.. u'r my everything.. mwaks!

Happy Valentines Day

2006-02-14T21:36:00.000-08:00

ive been working full shifts 5 days in a row.. i noe its sound crazy but what to do.. ive to cover for my fren that wen back to hometown.. aniwaz i went to Sentosa jus now with Sharmilah.. celebrate valentine.. haha.. actually went down there to chill.. its a good day to go tanning today cos its like freaking sunny.. love it!i have alot of fun.. i miss my bf.. he went to KL for business trip again.. well, im okayy with it now.. i didn blow up or somtin like that.. my heart jus feel like normal.. i went surveying for handphone.. im thinking of getting Nokia 6060 its nice and sexy though it a basic fone.. i mean y do you need a 3G fone for? im not a business woman or somtin ya noe.. soo.. getting the fone this end of the month and my darling birthday is coming in 2-3 months time.. haha.. i noe.. lagi lama.. but im saving up some money buying him an expensive gift... and i noe he rili wan this somtin for quite somtime.. from last year.. so getting it.. after that is my mom birthday.. im getting her a Bonia handbag... kk look at the list that i want to buy

LIST

***DIGI CAMERA

**PS2

*NEW COLOUR IN MY ROOM

*NEW BEDSHEETS FOR HARI RAYA

****HANDPHONE

*REBOND MY HAIR

**GRANDMA BIRTHDAY PRESENT

****DARLING BIRTHDAY PRESENT

**MAMA BIRTHDAY PRESENT

hmm.. i can make it la.. all i gotta to do now is save... i told my mom that i wana open another bank account at OUB to do some saving cos if i do some savings at POSB.. my mom say that the interest is not that much.. so i thought of OUB.. my mom say its quite good cos her fren is using.. then she said bagosla nk save duit.. no need to ask from me.. and save a little bit more can get married! i was like yaya.. still young.. i wana married at the age of 27.. cos by then i 'll be settled down and have lotsa cash.. haha..im abit scared too.. cos i owaz wished that i have a nice in-laws and responsible husband.. hahaha.. too much movie for nana.. aniwaz y am i toking about this?? still young ehhh...okayy im tired i wana rest.. *yawn*.. i love you rasyidin.. mmuaackks! HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

sneak peeks at the chalet

2006-02-06T23:31:00.000-08:00

ugly me

pretty aint us?

jun,nodee,nana

self indulgence

sweet sisters

the fire starters

jempot makan!

day out with my hermana

2006-02-05T01:34:00.000-08:00

picture taken with my hermana

at City Hall waiting for a train back home

life

2006-02-04T01:43:00.000-08:00

life have been "goood".. missing him soo much onli Allah noes how much is that.. im in a situation of shud i be sad or shud i be proud.. alot of people say that i shud be proud.. but i think im proud and happy for him.. though i sound and look like as if i dont support him, well guys u got it all wrong.. i did all the way, from the day he ended his 2 years of NS.. i told him once that i dont mind him getting job as long as he likes it and i dont care how much he is earning.. i dont give a shit about that.. im not a money face unlike other girls.. i can earn money on my own too if i want too.. im not being proud but im jus stating facts.. im not regretting at all.. after and before he started working as a property agent.. though his time slots is awfully unacceptable unagreeable to me.. i still love him jus like how i owaz do not more not less.. jus plenty.. HAA.. k lame~ the most suitable song for me now is tau.. I'll be right here waiting for you be Richard Marx.. haha.. romantic sorang2 la konon.. well people if you are still wondering.. he is still m'sia.. haiya..almost a week and imagine u cud oni hear his voice for 5 mins everyday.. haaaaa.. dowan to tok bout it animore.. btw congratulations Sha.. at last kau dapat keje.. haha.. da bole blanje aku Billy Bombers.. Da lame ni kite idamkan.. dari skool sampai dabis skool.. haha.. *droolings* kau je la sorang kawan aku tau ape yg going on in my life.. u are owaz the one is updated.. haha.. both news.. good and bad.. *hugs* we go up and down together.. pape kedane same2.. and so on.. had soo much fun in skool.. haha.. we are the cool girls.. haha... yaya.. we got this line from a junior of mine.. '' u guys cool uh.. '' hmm??? what cool eh.. we are the most seleke ppl around in skool okayyyy.. haha.. my eyes getting heavier.. nite2.. toodles.. ZzZzZzZZZzzzz

Is a change good?

2006-01-24T21:28:00.000-08:00

into you

i miss him so bad

aft that day i feel so worrying.. y? afraid of losing.. is that y.. i want him and nobody else does he get this msg?? aiyo.. dono uhh.. im too... i dono wat kinda feeling im having now.. like worry like sad oso have.. i dono larrr..

made my day

2006-01-21T11:20:00.000-08:00

compatible ey!

in the end, he's the one who made my day

hmm... per jer..

im bored, can u tell?

plucking eyebrow wasn't that bad

2006-01-20T23:45:00.000-08:00

working today with Gladys is not too bad except that she is good at asking people to buy more things.. im slowly learning from her.. well she onli stayed for awhile cos she is on morning shift.. after that the counter is mine all mine.. i did some plucking eyebrow for 5 people.. hmm, not too bad uhh.. hehe..the sad part is i have to do closing ALONE.. fugging hell.. aniwaz it was all good.. was closing the shop then this group of Arab people wearing scarf was asking me for NAIL POLISH??? i looked at them wit full of question marks in my head.. hmm... haha.. ive got no comments.. so i just serve them and close the shop.. and today i close the shop laaate...945pm.. konon chinese new year eve uhh.. hahaha.. well people thats how you make $$$ hehe.. im tired.. and i miss my darling.. for those who is still wondering.. YESS he is still in m'sia..goin back TOMORO.. yeayea.. tomoro its the weekend people.. and im not working... OFFFFFF...yahOOOO...feel like goin out lehh..anione wanna go out wit me call me at 1800-ANA.. hahaha.. okayy im getting crappy cos im sleepy..i neeeed a new fone..toodles~

luf him

2006-01-19T23:04:00.000-08:00

i miss my darling.. got so many to update..he is in KL almost a week.. *gosh* soo fugging loong lorr.. haiya.. cam nk jadi permanent je ni? wen is the last time i met him eh? ouh yar.. sunday night at bout 1am.. k not exactly night.. morning i can say.. we met up and as always.. hahaha.. had fun!! muacks.. hmm.. day at work today is okayy till my IC keep telling me bout housekeeping.. yeayea.. nyak2.. watever okayy..im on morning shift today so can reach home bout in the evening..didnt call my dear cos he is having meeting and if he is having meeting it will like take ages to end it.. so its better for him to call me.. which i noe he will call me late.. but watever.. still he call.. so i just have to shut up and wait.. haha.. ok back to me.. im tired orite.. been working full shifts for 3 days in a row.. god dammit~ lucky today i morning shift.. and yala tomoro full shift again.. and better still... ALONE! but i dono la whether Jane wanna gif me another worker with me.. so please Jane.. be considerate! haha.. cant wait for this weekend cos im not working.. yeayea.. OFF!! haha.. got my schedule for this upcoming Chinese New Year thingy.. 28- im working A shift that means morning, 29-PH, 30-PH , 31- FULLSHIFT!! fugg... so i better make use of this holiday.. go out with my bf and spent time with him alone or somtin.. haha.. hopefully by this dates ive got my pay.. and i can go joli with my bf.. hahaha.. okayy ana.. its late need to saavve up all my energy for tomoro shift.. and **people whom need job.. tell me.. ive got vacancy.. we need people.. those who dono what i work as.. READ MY PROFILE** haha.. toddles~

pictures of myself lately

2006-01-15T13:06:00.000-08:00

emo uhh konon.. sap~
from the top

Funny Pictures Captures

2006-01-15T13:03:00.000-08:00

im feeling much better now compare to the last 4 days i stayed home.. haiz.. im still havin this stupid cough.. i took another MC yesterday.. i went to another doctor.. the doctor that nadia always go.. hmm.. haha.. its cheaper and the medicine is much effective compared to the doctor that i always go to.. aniways nadia company me to the doctor and to my workplace to pass the MC's and stuff.. haiya.. see the IC face uhh like wanna sepak oni.. irritating lor the face.. i rili hope that she transfer me to Wisma back lor.. fug~ now my bf is nt in s'pore he went to JB got some things that he need to do.. and tomoro he is goin to KL.. aww... gosh! he is always goin on a business trips.. but watever.. that is jus the things that he needed to do.. everyone kept saying.. haiya Ana wasted uhh kau tk tinggi.. kalo kau tinggi da bole jadi Air stewardess.. i was like yalorrr... but haiya.. the height la dey!.. hehehe.. its ok la.. maybe i try sticking to this job ferst.. if after 3 months its still sucks.. i get another job.. or start skool back.. i mean its not too late to start skool again rite? so while my bf is busy at work and business trips he have to attend i keep myself busy by skoolin back or finding a new and proper job.. hmm.. i miss my bf.. btw jus now i went to this webbie.. its fun pic.. so i grab some and put it here.. check them out ya.. haha..

Angelina Jolie

Paris Hilton.. U c wat i c

eee.. ugly uhh?

Jennifer Lopez

Life at work..

2006-01-13T13:28:00.000-08:00

working at CWR totally sucks, not the work ya noe.. the people around you makes it boring and sucks... and they xpect u to go back to the shp to open it and go back... FUG~~ argghhh don feel like talking bout it.. i miss my bf.. this sunday he is goin to KL.. yea another business trip.. i told him not to tell me wen is he goin home cos kalau tk there will be another quarrel.. hahaha.. u noe what i mean.. aniways im sick.. got flu + cough + sore throat + headache = FEVER... its 38.3.... damm.. i got a 2 days MC.. tomoro is back to work.. damm.. so fast... im still feeling sick siak.. haa... i feeel like vomitting.... toodles!

FUGGING GERAM

2006-01-07T21:45:00.000-08:00

I HATE MYSELF.... IVE AN ATTITUDE~ I NOE WHAT U TRYIN TO REACH OUT TO ME.. AND IT IS RYTE IN MY HEAD.. NO NEED TO REPEAT..

pictures

2006-01-07T16:21:00.000-08:00

allah! stop it siak muke!

tryin out with my sis new fon razorV3

it looks wrong does it? haa

MY CAT, cute kannnnnn

Its for you

2006-01-02T00:42:00.000-08:00

Baby dear.. If you are reading this... I jus wanna tell you that im still falling in love with you everyday hunny.. After a bad day i have at home or my workplace.. You always make my day.. I love you.. SOooo much.. Muacks.. And had fun with you last night ya'll... muahahahaha.. For rest reading this, HAPPY NEW YEAR!

things i do when im bored

2005-12-29T01:15:00.000-08:00

boring day

2005-12-29T00:45:00.000-08:00

i woke up late this morning.. well its not exactly morning.. its oredi noon.. about 12pm.. haax.. wen i woke up i msg nadia to tell her, meet her at 12 at the bus stop.. to follow me go return the vcd's that my sister borrowed last sunday.. returned oredi and got the money deposit back its about $10.. den decided to go makan lunch at Northpoint nye foodcourt.. i ate this plate of rice with chicken and coeslaw.. nadia ate the same except for the chicken thingy.. hahha.. and after we ate.. we went home.. i mean my house.. to chill.. actually bukan nk chill.. nadia nk save pictures in her disc and then petang skit gitu die nk balek uh.. cos she got basket ball trainning... den once reach my blk, we went to 7-11 that is rite under my void deck.. i bought a chocolate drink and some peanuts to chew at home.. den nadia use the comp to update and stuff while i was sleeping cos my tummy tebgah saket gituk.. hehehe.. u noe gurls stuff.. once i woke up i help nadia out with the picture editing.. and we watch this indonesian show.. at 5pm.. the title is ''Dia''.. the step mother is soooo jahat.. eeee macam nk tembak kasi mampos.. hahaha.. serious even my grandma stop watching it cos the step mother is tooo jahat to resist.. hehe... den while watching nadia decided not go for her trainning and jus chill at my place.. macam biase.. sape2 come my house surely cancel their appointment.. hahahha.. im soooo evil.. hehe.. kk.. tomoro im working full shift.. its goin to be a looong day tomoro.. *geez* i miss my boyfren.. he is still not back from m'sia.. haiya.. toodles~

got it~

2005-12-28T00:10:00.000-08:00

its been soo long that i being blogging.. hmm.. ive got a job now.. a fulltime job i mean kay.. at Red Earth, Wisma.. as a beauty advisor.. how cool is that?? hahahaha.. i started working 4 days ago.. and its alotsa fun.. im lovin the job that im doin now.. though its tiring but at the end of the day its guud.. its been a few days that i didn meet my bf.. he went off to a business trip.. to Johor, Melacca and last to KL.. actually kan.. im kinda sad.. cos actually he told me that he needs to go M'sia.. and he will be back by monday but the day keeps extending till today.. he is still not back.. i miss and god noes.. i feel that im goin to have a fever.. haa.. hmm.. den i watch tv bout Tsunami.. Its soo sad.. i almost cried cos it really touches my heart.. its shows how Allah is maha berkuasa.. im not afraid of anitin.. but im afraid to die unprepared.. haiya.. den nadia help me out with the changing of the blog skin and stuff.. thanks buddy.. owe u one.. hahaha.. okla.. kinda sleepy..

I GET IT

2005-12-21T06:23:00.000-08:00

IM CHANGING MY BLOG SKIN SOON K PEOPLE STOP COMPLAINING!! ~~GAWD

Grrrr...

2005-12-18T17:33:00.000-08:00

it was sunny afternoon.. we are getting ready wen my phone rings.. it was sha.. die tepon sebab she told me that the people at my work place have been asking for me and stuff.. i didn got to work cos i need to booked.. and the working hours is toooo freaking long.. my feet hurts.. and i will owaz end up takin a cab home.. ni macam keje duet aku kasi apek taxi uh ni.. hmm.. so merepek! den we chatted for awhile.. and i told her that i got to go and get ready to go for my cousins wedding.. haha.. hmm.. so i went into my room and see what baju kurongs ive got.. den decided on a green kebaya.. ahaha.. gatal skit uh so wanna wer somtin nice.. den i wore heels.. met up my little kuzzie at my place and we went off to meet my auntie.. we like kelam kabot like that and my sis drop the small handbag on the floor with my hp in it.. den wen she wanted to show me her msg.. she found out that her handphone screen went blank.. but the thing is bole on but the screen is blank.. ahaha.. den she was like ''ala nana, mcam mane ni?'' i dono mann.. all your hp seems to be crazy.. ahaha... den wen reach der we eat and den wait for the rest of my auntie's to arrive and we went home.. went we reach home.. my sis decided to go to the hp shop to see what's wrong with her phone.. den guess what the handphone shop man say.. ''im sorry miss ur hp cannot repair oredi'' haha.. den she ask how much does a razor v3 cost? its actually cheap uh.. $168.. after much asking!!! guess what she bought that FUgging phone.. OMG~~~~~~ haiya.. yea2 now she got a razorv3.. uh huh.. its ok.. i can always borrow it.. arggghhh.. need to find a full time job mann den can buy new celly.. hmm.. den about 10plus at night my dear called me and told me that whether i wanna meet him.. mesti la bole.. ahaha.. den we met up and talk till 1 plus in the morning.. as per normal i always had fun wen i meet him.. haaax.. muacks~

latest picture [day out with my beasties]

2005-12-16T21:39:00.000-08:00

FRIDAY NIGHT

2005-12-16T21:05:00.000-08:00

Had alots of fun yesterday with my my dear.. its well spent day.. after almost a week didn meet him.. aniwaz.. he fetch me under my void deck at 8pm.. den he told me ikot die pegi Sentosa, Km8 wer he used to work at, to get his cheque which is due month ago.. haax.. hmm.. went we reach der, the place is soo chaotic with the house music and stuff.. I LURVE the music.. dono why but im like in LURVE with house music now.. ahaha.. after that he got his cheque.. his friend gave us a drink and after that we have our stuff to do.. ahahaha.. like lying by the beach and talk craps.. when i was talking to him.. i feel that im soo lucky to have him and im sooo in LURVE with you dear!! Muuaacks! Its was such a romantic day out with him.. den went off from Sentosa about 11.. and we went off to watch movie at Cineleisure.. Chicken Little.. Its a funny show.. enjoy it! How i wish i cand do this everyday.. i mean if i get to have my own house.. but the thing is i can get my own house cos i'll be working soon but im underage.. ahahaha.. sooo must wait.. B.. i want you to know that im soo in love with you.. like you said last night, im gona your last girlfriend.. i want you to know that you are also my last boyfriend.. muuaccks.. aniwaz.. Happy 9th month Anniversary..

my comp is back.. and tired..

2005-12-13T19:00:00.000-08:00

ok people i got soooo many to update.. nice anot my blog nadia my beasties help me.. she said to me penat2 ni aku buat kau jangan tk blog pulak.. i was like okok.. ahahaha.. first and for most..... My comp got crash with some infected virus.... Damm! but its all goood now. The person whom repaired it for me was my mom friend who is working at the same place as my mom.. He fix my computer twice.. And i have not been online for sssoooooooo long.. Went online yesterday anf i got alot of junk emails.. ahaha.. wuhoo! im soo happy.. 2nd is my leg still hurts after 6 day of working full shifts.. 7am-11pm.. imagine uh! penat sipot babi nye.. cannot carry.. ahaha.. i met up with my bf on last saturday after 5 days not meeting him.. at town after work at 1145 at Orchard mrt.. he is upset bout some stuff and im der to cheer him up with all my nonsencical behaviour.. ahaha.. sorry dear im not good at comforting.. but i here for you & i still love you till forever.. met him on monday and company him early in the morning to get his passport at SIR.. at Bugis.. cos he is goin to Port Dickson in the afternoon with his collegues and boss.. but before that we went to makan at Geylang.. macam the different aje.. den get his passport and go off.. his passport was in critical condition it was all wet.. omg! i guess he swim across to m'sia.. hehe.. as soon as i reaches home.. i went to sleep back im soo freaking tired.. den i remembered that, that evening i have an interview at starbucks.. so i went with nadia and hazim since he wanna find work too.. the interview was at 7pm.. funny kan? i mean who goes to an interview at night.. ahaha.. so we went through the interview and he said that he'll try to get for me at other starbucks outlets that is at yishun.. hmm.. yeye.. nearer to home.. and after that i and nadia we went to bugis to shop.. hazim went separate ways soon after the interview cos he goin to town.. i bought a few stuff which i needed.. i bought my formal blouse for my graduation, hair dye, bag, and all my under garments.. hehehe.. thats all and after that we went to KFC to eat... lapar gile ni.. i bought the $5.75 meal.. and i share it with nadia and i bought her a drink.. ahaha.. last and for most.. yesterday went to nadia place to chill and practice singing.. this comin 18 January 2006 i'll be dueting with suhana two songs.. Because of you by Kelly Clarkson and Cant fight the moonlight by Leann Rhymes.. i'll be singin for school orientation at ITE Simei.. sape nk tgk i sing ngan suare yg tk sedap ni dtgla.. ahaha.. well thats all.. toodles~

bcos of you

2005-12-09T03:57:00.000-08:00

Because of You - Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so
I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you I am afraid

I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you